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Gus Simonovic


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Gus Simonovic has lived in different places and spoken other languages.
He currently resides in Auckland, writes and performs his poetry in broken English.
Main influences : Tagore, Rumi, Neruda, Miljkovic.

Equator

If the words are the stars
Poems are constellations.
You need to know the figure
To shape out meanings.
And wherever you move
every nightsky speaks
a different language.

I crossed the line -
and left my northern stars
at that invisible border. 
They were confiscated by
equatorial customs office.
But I smuggled my poems with me
so I can still speak to you.

I exchanged my Little Dipper
for Magellanic clouds.
Instead of Polaris
Sigma Octanis brightens my horizon

And I reach up high and I dig down deep
as every plant that has been
pulled out by its roots.
Lucky to have Leo and Orion
To help me bear my Southern Cross.





H to gO2

(Serbian version)

Kap vode
Jedna kap
koja nas deli
ili spaja?

Kap vode
Ogromna kao okean
Neophodna kao pupcana vrpca
Ti, daleka kao Indija
Bliza kao sijamski

U jednoj kapi
koliko suza
toliko radosti

Samo jedna kap
kako da plivas?
Mrdnemo li se naglo
Razidjose se kontinenti
Nastase planete
Ostanemo li predugo ovako
podavicemo se

I plovimo
Plovimo u zamisljenom brodu i zamisljenom pravcu
I plovimo
pomeramo jedra
Cekamo povoljan vetar

Jedna kap!
A toliko mokri
Nekad samo vlazni
Nekad kao poprskani
Nekad malo pokisli
Ponekad skroz okupani
Nekad popisani
Nikad suvi

Na jednoj kapi - dva pola
plus i minus
muski i zenski
severni i juzni
i struje, virovi, sezone, sante leda i monsunske kise
I ne treba nam
ni vazduh
ni zemlja
ni vatra
samo kap vode i ljubav

Kao dvocelijski organizam u rastvoru ljubavi
Jedna kap !
Kao medium za osmozu
Neophodan za simbiozu

Jedna kap vode dovoljna za zivot !
I sta je u kosmosu jedna kap vode
I stacemi kosmos bez nje?

I neka je malo hladno
Samo da ne ispari.








Ovde - Here



Zastao sam ovde,
na putu doma.
Zastao …
zastao tamo gde svako mora.

Odseo sam ovde
Odseo sam ovde u kuci

U kuci na pola brda
Kuci sa bezbojnom ogradom
zatvorenoj kuci sa vratima i prozorima od necujnog stakla,

U sobi zvuk,
zamisljeni zvuk vodopada.
U dvoristu nema jabuke,
Samo sljiva, loza, dud, bagrem i orah.

Znam!

Ovde je seme posejano,
bas tu, dole kod vodenice.

Ovde, ovde se reka racva
I ribe zmure dok spavaju.

Ovde su i kolevka i zastava i baklja
Ovde je sablja iskovana i vaga izvagana.

Ovde ikone govore a svaki je razgovor molitva
i svako drvo, drvo zivota, a svo bilje lekovito.

Ovde svako ne moze a odavde svi putevi vode.

Ovde rosa nikad ne ispari,
zalasci su brzi i kratki a dani spori i dugi
Ovde sunce vremena nema za romantiku
a mesec je uvek pun, mudrosti.

Budan!

Jutros,
Ovde.
cuo sam tvoj glas
I slusao slusao slusao …
I nisam te mogao prepoznati.

H to gO2

(translated)

A drop of water
One drop
That separates us
Or connects us?

A drop of water,
Huge as an ocean,
Unnecessary as an umbilical cord.
You, as far away as India,
As close as a Siamese twin.

In one drop,
As many teardrops
As there are joys



Only one drop.
How can we swim?
If we move too fast
Continents will divide,
Planets will vanish.
If we stay still
We will drown.

And we float
In an imaginary boat in an imaginary direction.
And we float,
Adjusting the sails
Waiting for a favourable wind.





One drop.
And we are so wet!
Sometimes only splashed
Sometimes only sprinkled
Sometimes rained on
Sometimes washed
Sometimes drenched
Sometimes dry.

On that one drop – two poles:
Plus and minus
Masculine and feminine
North and south.
And currents, whirlpools, seasons, icebergs and   monsoons.
And we don't need
Air
Or earth
Or fire
Only that one drop … and love.

Like a two-cell organism in a solution of love
One drop!
Like a medium of osmosis
necessary for symbiosis.

One drop - enough for life!
And what is one drop of water
in this universe?
And what is this universe without that one drop?

I don't mind if it's a bit cold,
So long as it doesn't evaporate.




Ovde - Here

I stopped here
on my way home.
I stopped,
stopped here
as everyone must.

I lodged here,
lodged here in a house.

In a house half way up a hill
a house with a fence of no colour
a closed house with doors and windows of noiseless glass.
In the room a sound
the imaginary sound of a waterfall.

In the garden
there is no apple tree,
only vines and plum, mulberry, bagrem and walnut trees.



Here is where a seed was planted
right there, next to the mill.

Here, here the river divides
and fish close their eyes when they sleep.

Here are the cradle, the flag and the torch,
here the sword was forged and
the scales of justice calibrated.

Here icons speak
and every discourse is a prayer,
every tree is a tree of life
and every plant a healing herb.

Here not everyone can come,
but from here all paths diverge.

Here dew never evaporates,
sunsets are fast and short and days are slow and long.
Here the sun has no time for romantics
and the moon is always full
of wisdom.

 
This morning
here
I heard your voice
and listened
listened,
listened

and I couldn't recognise you.


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