One eyed splendor
I see you with one eye because my other eye is too busy confronting reality. With my right eye I take in your grace and beauty while my other eye is jaundiced by the man in rags begging for food or drink and maybe work.
Then I see your smile working hard to get my attention but when I watch the news about some drive by shooting of children my attention is split and now I have one eye crying and the other smiling back at you
My life feels crossed as my eyes peel away in opposite directions. One eye wants to enjoy life and the other crying because of it. It splits me apart right down the middle and its not that I don't love you I just don't know how to love life when it looks at me this way.
I always keep one eye peeled for trouble and the other aimed for pleasure. Life has me coming and going I have to look both ways when I cross the street but I cannot wait for the light to change to make my moves. I cannot wait for permission mother may I? To breathe my life.
My fingers fly across my keyboard creating beauty in peoples lives so undernourished by pain. My one eye feeling the blemish my other trying to be optomistic. But I am having trouble because I paid the wrong dues and now my membership is up.
And when I see you lying there in erotic slumber I want to close my bad eye.
I want to close my bad eye when i walk down the street even if it is Beverly Hills because behind that facade of the rich and famous lie this empty rice bowl soul.
And I want ot close my bad eye because it cries so damn much and on that side I am running out of tears tears of submission tears of admission tears of seduction tears of reduction tears of invalidation tears of evaluation to many damn tears bleeding from that damn eye.
While the other stays awake doing crossword puzzles and writing love songs and perhaps dripping a tear of joy now and then.
But things are way out of balance my tear ducts are out of balance my emotions no longer harmonious
I see shadows playing in darkness and I wonder if my good eye has any tears to spare.
Unprotected Poetry Version 3.0
i had unprotected poetry last night it was unexpected you know spontaneous and we did not use anything we just went at it to keep the mood it was incredible but not safe and now i am worried cause it can be infectious and dangerous to say things without a condom it could be disastrous to speak without protection and a guy should not have unprotected poetry he should take more responsibility than that not just leave it up to the girl what kind of guy would just go off without some sort of protection what are the consequences i'm not sure and now i'm scared it was so irresponsible of me to have unprotected poetry to not even ask or consult her about poetry control methods she might be using, 'gulp', or not using! what if she gets poetically pregnant and wants to have my poem or worse what if she has some kind of Poetically Transmitted Disease you know, PTD, or what if i do and we have to wait and see what happens taking regular poetry tests to see if we've got it but wow we actually did it last night we had poetry how many people in this day and age have pure unprotected poetry we both really enjoyed it we soared like angels without wings never coming down, just coming, poetically that is, what a high to hit that climax and feel like you will never ever be mortal again now that you have had unprotected poetry who can protect you now that you have had unsafe poetry and want to do it again & again & again cause you know it just don't feel the same with a poetic condom it blocks all the feeling and the flow and the words the words are stopped short with safe protected poetry and i will never write that way again. |