Piki Ake
for Robert Sullivan
listening to the talk in the cafe i realize i haven't really been there
* i'm actually outside listening to birds/ watching their plumage colour the sky
* &theres's someone else with me/ she is holding a camera & squeezing me into its frame/
* so i try to act like Tawhaki -- climbing further into the sky -- imagining her cry, Pike Ake !
* until the cafe & the birds & the camera can be seen vanishing down her vine-shaped arm
Making a Point
What if the war was never won and instead they called a draw? But what if the war couldn't be drawn and somehow a decision had to be reached?
Would they decide it on body count differentials, say bodies for and bodies against or would they decide it on aggregate, say most bodies lost away from home?
Or what if the war was won on a points system say: 2 points for massacre 1 point for a cease fire and no points for a surrender
and then in the final stages it became a knock-out playoff competition
and what if the final went into extra-time after which the UN couldn't intervene and all the conscientious objectors on either side could be lined up for a penalty shoot out?
and what if the shoot-out became a tie and it went into sudden death until no-one was left standing
except for one man who survived the final bullet thanks to a Bible stuck in his left breast pocket?
'The Big C'
1 she is crying in the next room/ she is doing her best to ' control herself'/ she could be dying
2 and i write to you to tell you how i feel about her and what's happened
but i can only think of of those times when she'd smile and keep the dark from my eyes
3 there's a photo of her holding me when i'm three months old
but now i've grown and she no longer holds me
and instead we both hold on to a way out
4 i hug her. she wants me to.
the family's there as well/
we all hear the 'news' together/
and it's been a 'long time coming' but i still can't feel i just shrink, wincing at
the sky
5 but somewhere it's said
that 'we start from our conclusions':
so, my mother has cancer and i'm now a man,
and if i count to three and open my eyes
these scenes will not be gone.
For Dambudzo Marechera
( A post liberation Mugabe poem)
You, with your black, child like eyes your Doppelganger Blue-Black style how you haunted me in my final year
of study. It was the beauty of your pen, your vision that fitted so neatly with mine.
'Blood brothers' perhaps? Even tho' we never met I agreed with most of what you said, your desire to portray the violence
of the world, the bullets that tore your soul. I too tasted the blood of your liberation, saw with your eyes of anarchy. We were of different skin, different countries
yet still I carried your words with me that year. Through the corridors of scholars. Recited them. Used them to defy
my friends. Where are you now? Let me place a flower on your grave. Mugabe is your leader still
and blood rules your country." O for Black Rain to cleanse the Blues" Your death, your work changed nothing. But as Auden would've said, made everything happen.
And your finest line, friend, your finest line?: "I am against everything. Against war and those against/ War. Against whatever diminishes/ th'individual's blind impulse."
For Rangi Faith
Let the Kauri Give me strength
Find me a Huia feather Build me a waka
Wave a Tokotoko Let the Poetry fly
E Rangi, your book lives Your book is good kai moana
your lines swim like ika
I dip my hat to you - Kaitito of the South
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