The Laughing Owl
The Ruru goes out, her eyes scan the ground an old Tuatara waits its death pose still and deadly where is the Laughing Owl punctuating the bush
with its killer howl?
Where is the Laughing Owl forcing the forest to listen trembling in heartbeats and silence nothing stirs nothing calls where once was excited chatter of Tui or Kereru?
Where is the laughing Owl? He was born in the hunter's spear the bushman's rifle the claw of the cat the teeth of the rat...
Where is the Laughing Owl?
He is everywhere now.
Falling towards the sky
Into the hills we headed the survivors the few we were not able to light fires to keep the kehua at bay and we could hear their dogs below howling like mad things our hunters had blood on their minds with no food only fern roots we travelled leaving behind those who fell with fatigue and those who ran porangi into the night such vengeance from the north our Tupuna will die with us I have discarded my child in the undergrowth disguising her sweet smell and can only hope she will go swiftly for mine is the way of the Moa to be chased to the cliff top and to tumble over and over it is the fall I fear more than death.
'it's alright boy if you fall towards the sun.'
I knew I had to make that leap gathered two rangatahi and waited in the undergrowth while the others travelled ahead.
'Boys do not fear for you will die as Men.'
We waited they came we slew four they slew us all -
that is our story.
The Passing
' Only thieves go thru the window.'
So they walked him in thru the front door the weight of his years light like a child.
That was a hundred years ago. Now only the old remember what they were told about the dead entering like burglars.
But they knew life is thieved from you and to grow old is to give away until you have no more than when you were fresh from the womb. So they marched him in thru the front door and ever since that is the way the dead come to the ribs of their Tupuna
like a heart the living must pass thru.
Tawera
We strode like gods down the slope over the stile across the stones to the swimming hole
the summer sun drove everyone to that sanctuary lying beneath the branches of the willow those initiated into manhood shed their leather jackets with fist on the back and dove from the rock face.
Forever they would fall twisting, yelling knees pulled into chests an explosion of water rising into the air they disappeared re-emerging to the kids' cheers.
Where are they now?
Robert got his stomach pumped after swallowing petrol; he was never the same. Andrew got shot by a rival gang; the same age as me.
It's deceptive those country roads that merge with sunlight to create a mirage where if you go too far you fall off the world or so it seems.
I used to dream of those country roads tongue and eyes ecstatic barefoot in the mud while the city team had boots...
Have I changed become a townie? I have lost the Reo can only say ' Kia Ora, Kei te pehea?' one day soon I will return to see the smallness of things where once everything was large.
It's true what you said, Kuia, the river at every turn,there is a taniwha.
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