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Kiri Piahana-Wong
New Zealand

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Kiri Piahana-Wong is an editor, poet and graduate student. She lives on Auckland's North Shore.
Listen

She thought if she listened
hard enough,
the sea would give up its
secrets.

All she heard was the
soft murmur of wave on
shore,
wave followed by wave
after wave,
as the restless tide
ran in
and out—
all night.





Without Words

I am
confused and cold
on this warm
day and I'm
wondering what
you are—

orange skies and tangerine
fish

thinking, because

sawdust in my eyes at
sunset
these dunes are too
sandy

you render me

crystalline caves on a
black sand beach

incoherent and

with a sinking sun, I feel
so

heavy.  Like a
stone in a pool

of water.





After the sun

After the sun has
set, it seems
impossible that it
could ever rise
again.

Night
sinks into
the bones.

The cliff face
looks weary.
The sand is hard
and cold.  The
ocean curls around
its secrets.





Frogs

I didn't want to
speak your name in
his presence because
 
I didn't know what
I'd see in his
eyes.

I was constricted,
like a permanent
sore throat, aching
away.


But I don't want to
know sometimes.

Just like I don't

want to pick the
top off that
scab, watch the
blood dribble down.

Instead, I
wrote you long emails
which I didn't
send,
and wrote your name
on pieces of paper,
and threw them in
the bin.

Sometimes, I forgot about
it, and felt anxious all

day, like how it can feel
when I know I've

forgotten
something important.

Mostly, I missed—
you.  Him.
All of us in a room
together, laughing over
nothing in particular.