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Vaughan Rapatahana
New Zealand

Taipari O Maraea - Penny Howard
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Vaughan Rapatahana (ko Te Atiawa te iwi) lives & works in Hong Kong, with a house in Te Araroa, East Coast, Aotearoa-New Zealand and also has a home in Pampanga.  Living now over 14 years in various parts of Asia.  Published in a wide variety of genre worldwide.

Published recently:      
        
Toa - a novel - Atuanui Press. http://atuanuipress.co.nz/

china as kafka - Kilmog Press. http://kilmogpress.wordpress.com/2013/02/17/vaughan-rapatahana-china-as-kafka-phoenix-edition/  

americano



in his mephistophelean slink

toward some visceral glimmer

of ‘democracy’

in this ‘failed state’,


americano

pauses to pat

his shades

I n t o   p l a c e.



he redeems his

brusque suit collars

with a residual slap

&

imperceptibly

twists

the silver fob watch

his granny gave him

before  he  l e f t  to serve.



his precise shave chin

struts just a little more

as he grimaces his smile

against this humid hecatomb.



diplomatically,



he thews

d

  e

      e

         p

           e

              r

into  his  groin

a special issue

snubnose



&



-         vibrating like a clockwork bunny –



he waits

to redact

this next big

threat

to the flag.





a guy I met once


he was an arch-cunt

tricking his

prismatic diamonds

in a thin trickle scored

from some deep clay mine

in deeper zimbabwe

where dead

black men sweated to eat just once

before their demise

&

mugabe

reigned/reined supreme;

oh

and

maybe

that fossil phylum

is an arch-cunt

too;

just dessicated

and sa
gg
ing

and

bereft  of                                                                                                                      
any

soul

whatsoever,

rather

akin

to this guy ugly

I once met

who would have sold

his own mother                                         into

whatever               was going down at the time.






petrichor

for Leticia, 2013


there is nothing

on

    E  A  R  T  H



quite like

the petrichor.



that intangible

w  a  f  t  i  n  g

aroma

just          a  f  t  e  r

a rapid rain

calls on

its loping twin,

the warm foehn

to come out for a stroll.



their

tryst breath

paradise

for every pore,

a succour

for the glad tine

of my tongue;

suffusing through me

as subtle

balm.



there’s nothing

quite

like

the petrichor.                                                                        

the petrichor
is
y o u.







a forced reunion


was just me

and the boy



threshed backtogether



a f t e r              y e a r s               a   p   a   r   t.



father & son

as aleatory

aliens



flesh & blood

in name only,

genetic synchronicity

sharing his birth

but           NO

commonlanguage

other than obligatory

chitchat.



solipsistic

soloists in the same rooms,

strangely      more                  r  e  m  o  t  e

than strangers.



years then ran

past themselves:  the boy grew,

married,

                                            h u n g  himself at 29.



even now, when it’s far too late,

there’s the ‘what if’ and the ‘why didn’t I’

and a hundred other such

barb-armed offenders

slowly riveting

this amaranthine pang

   to   
my heart.





taku aroha ngaro



ko te tāima

mo taku korero aroha

ki a koe.


kāore he wahine tēnei tāima.

  ko

  taku

  whenua

  tūpuhi

  ki ngā maunga nui.

ngā roto ngoto me ngā awa mārōrō.


ko tahi anake tēnā


kāore he wahine tēnei tāima,

engari ko tino ātaahua tonu

ko koe.

                                      
ko aotearoa

te ingoa o tēnei wāhi


ko rakatia

ki taku manawa.



[my lost love

it’s time for my love talk to you                        not a woman this time

it’s my skinny country,

with many mountains,

the deep lakes,

and the powerful rivers

that is the only one                                                not a woman this time

but is still very beautiful

                               it’s you

Aotearoa is the name of this place


It’s locked in my heart.]







charybdis


    the    

came up against  imperial

   gaze



the arrogant a r r a y

of oligopolists

sutured deep

i

n

t

o

the              skins

of    oligarchy.



damnably difficult

to

dislodge,



this sucking charybdis

stifling, suffocating.



one could be a terrorist manqué -

or –

after donning

mirror shades of

the densest black

insouciance –

hoick

backwards fulsome

their own arrant

           mantra:


‘better loaded guns

than butter’.