MEN IN BLACK
They stand on balconies fingers burning jabbing fags at buildings.
Inside amongst lights tied around scrawny necks a funky group bawls out songs to flashy couples there to dance.
Mikes are licked soundz boil the floor slips sweatily.
I slide along walls as black as night...don't want to be seen by diners as they ram in lumps of marinated chook.
A drunk has seen you naked on a black horse riding up Queen street in front of a Ferrari.
The Hilton is big...but finding you is like feeling for your navel in the dark.
My hands touch everywhere the hills the hollows the lakes that spill in the wet season and fill the natural contours of your body.
If I have to go underground to splash amongst the shit the debris the carcases of the city to find you I will. You come
only once and I want to make the most of it - the sun the moon the spits of rain which fertilise the tears that run from your eyes.
Skinned Feelings
It wouldn't 've taken much to grab a mop a bucket slosh hot water into corners to rid cracks of bugs that bite in the night turn white skins purple.
A high pressure hose could've transformed this house into a place scrubbed up for surgery for the likes of Christian Barnard to shove a thumping good muscle into my chest.
I have begun to sweep up the skinned feelings of this house. I've opened its windows.
On the roof seagulls squeal for me to emerge.
Upoko
Leaning against the wall is today's equivalent of rigor mortis in wood...
two slit eyes a blocked nose a hollow for a mouth.
Last time I saw my father in the Assessment Ward of Palmerston North Public Hospital he shared the same expression.
Then as now I see things growing from both pushing upwards like flickering neon.
Can't tell really but lying here stars caught between eyelids air trapped in my throat a dream freezes
shakes me out of a trance.
I pretend to ignore the creaking joints the slow stiffening of my head
My father caught in the final act of gapng.
Birthday Boy
Snow has fallen flat on hills.
I pay the dentist for the false fang that fits between my lower jaw and upper abdomen.
The sun is shining. England has beaten Denmark 3 nil in the World Cup. I've had a lot of coffee and my eyes have stripped four girls in 200 metres.
I'm doing well for a caffeine-soaked bloke in Shangri-La reading Basil Bunting between peeping at shoppers walking about with steam in their faces.
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It's my birthday and I want to remember it by doing something absolutely significant.
I will think of my mother who has turned into a cauliflower and lives at Hillcrest.
She's almost green to look at but her heart is big and white and she is growing out of the ground and appears to want to burst into clouds of seed any day.
The wind will have the final say
when and where she goes.
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