widow dawn
awake awake, leaning on the small hours of new day, barely born
i watch as night seeps to morning before me, colour surging into creations cheek, soaking every pore. scuffed heavens, leaden shadows like ice melting away, i peek through cracks in the sky, watch as curtains fold to apricot haze
widow dawn she stirs, smiling, winking down at me, shedding her veils one by one in this ageless ritual of being, adorning my window with gathering light.
i bleed
stormclouds like curtains fall, carving the sky into neopoliton icecream swirl. treetops stroke the corners, living paintbrushes guided by unsteady hand, swayed and lapped by everlasting wind
birdsong creeps in through my window, the tranquil ebb and flow of nature
i sit, immersed in stillness, unsullied silence, pausing on the boundary of new day, redeemed by a guilty night. caressed. i sink listless toe beneath her depths, soothed by the ripples dance across surface. mesmerised. alone
solitude is beautiful, beloved
poised like a cat stalking prey, like a bird taking flight, like an eye blink. aware yet unaware. contemplative
every fibre of muscle, sinew, tensed. awaiting the release of reason. of feeling. this numbness a cavern inside my chest like bitter wine, it seeps, it echos. anesthesia for a shipwrecked heart
solitude is piercing, beloved
i bleed
umbra
sense decay like saltine sands to naked wander umbra lands logic crumble blurring features stains of secret, inner reaches time unwinds
beneath closed eyelids dream children play they feather float in crimson flicker scent of sunrise voices bicker cobweb lashes fray
sleep blisters dream betrayed by tender face of dawning soiled fingers scratch the scabs peel away to morning |